Living a complete life --??what does that mean ??

Just took off some time and was reflecting on what actually I have been doing in life over the last 2 years --

the only thing that comes to mind is work , can actually say that I have actually devoted my 2 years of life to nothing but the corporate world, but the question that comes to mind is -- Is it worth all the hardwork and the hours spend in the office !!

Taking that out of my life over the last 2 years, theres a big hole in where I have been spending the rest of my time in life...

Well the josh out of the college life has come down drastically , which is exactly what I want back in me ...don't want to become a mature adult so young in life taking up all responsibilites.There's nothing wrong in taking up responsibilities , but you can still take up all that without losing the wild streak in you.

So , the question that pops up to mind is , what is this so called josh , might quote a few examples for you to understand better , simple things which I used to do before ,which I seriously,badly miss these days -

Watching 12 back to back episodes of prison break starting at 7 in the morning to next day 5 in the morning , without moving out of my chair , the only breaks that I took were for the loo and food...

Zoom off on the bike at 1 in the night without a reason and be back by dawn ..

Listening to music for hours and hours together without losing interest...

Collecting interesting news papers articles and treasuring them for life

Photography - editing them etc

Film making - had made 3 short films a long time back and had a passion for that

By writing all the above , am hoping to get back that fire in me ..Must say that this corporate life has given money but at the same time has taken a hell out of me and kind of made me hollow !!

So , off to do something interesting ..

Another message for all techies/corporate guys reading this blog - work hard party harder should be your motto , I would suggest , strike the right balance b/w work and your personal life before your soul after you run helter skelter in the corporate world..

Sorrow

Hi..its a saturday morning and I have nothing to do..the below lines are gonna be written without typing a backspace..lets see what my brain makes me write today -----------

Feel the pain, while it takes you on a ride
Or should you try to heal the pain
Feel the pain
Feel the gain
Is it a gain or is it a loss
Rodent ....damn rodent
The pain is a rodent...eating your head..
chewin ur thoughts...eating ur life..
its a rodent..its a damn rodent..
So whats the answer...
you just live with it or you gotta fight
...
it takes guts..it takes real guts..to fight the demons
but fight you must..
as darwin said..
fight you must..
or you drown..
survival..survival..survival of the fittest...
sorrow...no one waana borrow..
kill the sorrow..be a hero...

Ummedain...

Was sitting idle at home all day...just sketched down a few lines - would definitely want to filter it, before spicing it up with some music and making it onto a song..who knows !..might land up at the Oscars !!..who expected Jai Ho to win the best song ......so who knws ...Ummedain might just win the golden lady ........


agar main haar gaya tho....

mujhe dar hain...dar....bahut dar...

par haar tho nai sakta...

ummedain mujhe pain hain..
logon ke ummaidain..ek nayi bhavishu ki ummedain...



isko paar karna hoga..karna hi hoga..har haal main...har sawal ko jawab dena hoga..

kyon ki ummedain hain.....

ummedain.....




socho zara socho..jago ..jago...


dua ki is raah se hato...roshni ke raah par chalo..


dilo main hosle badao..
mat socho ki mujhme kami hain...

duniya tumhe raste dikhayega..bas..nikal chalo raah main...
badte chalo raah main....

mudke mat dekho..kyonki duniya tumhe raaah dikhate le jaayega...


chalna hi hoga tum ko..kyunki ummedain hain tujhe pe.....

Of casual leaves and holidays and goin home...

Long time no..c..eh...yeah..i know..caught up with work and stuff..


Well finally got some time off and back to Gods Own country after about 6 months...

Had packed off the bags and left to B'lore , had stayed at a freinds place...been to a pub called Purple Haze, can't go there for another 6 months or so - the reason being me and my pal just scooted off from there without paying the bill..ulpz....hope some cop doesnt read this and come to arrest me ..lolz....had some pegs of Peter Scott, a nice one that , ordered a mug of beer , left it unfinished, walked out as if goin for a fag and as it turned out ,caught and auto and left the place...


spent time at his place listening to some rock in deezer.com , saw Dev - D( was total emozional atyachaaar )...well atleast i liked the look of the movie, the guy doesnt turn out to be a loser in the end , unlike the origianl one and even mr . SRK's version in which he dies just outside his beloved's house drunk to glory !!..well atleast guys in this generation are not losers..

Phew...spare me for the vocab , coz i am in no mood to turn back and correct the spellings...just goin with the flow here..

Well that was the blore story..

Anways..its elections over here in India..And the policiticans as usual are playing their tricks..national debates these days include - why are regional parties becoming stronger?..will the 4 th front last?...Munnabhai dutt joining samajwadi party ...etc etc ..but one noticeable thing with these elections seem to be that people are more aware of the tricks played by these mavericks that run our country thanks to television..as of me , still dont hve a voter id card,not something i am proud of ...understand that its a responsibility to vote....

Also into much more of rock music and English melodies these days...plannin to start learning guitar once am back to Hyd'bd ..want to learn sometin to keep the weekends goin..also had a feel for music since a long time..jst that dint get the opportunity to learn it..


Well yea...hve to push off now..