Sunday, December 13, 2009

Living a complete life --??what does that mean ??

Just took off some time and was reflecting on what actually I have been doing in life over the last 2 years --

the only thing that comes to mind is work , can actually say that I have actually devoted my 2 years of life to nothing but the corporate world, but the question that comes to mind is -- Is it worth all the hardwork and the hours spend in the office !!

Taking that out of my life over the last 2 years, theres a big hole in where I have been spending the rest of my time in life...

Well the josh out of the college life has come down drastically , which is exactly what I want back in me ...don't want to become a mature adult so young in life taking up all responsibilites.There's nothing wrong in taking up responsibilities , but you can still take up all that without losing the wild streak in you.

So , the question that pops up to mind is , what is this so called josh , might quote a few examples for you to understand better , simple things which I used to do before ,which I seriously,badly miss these days -

Watching 12 back to back episodes of prison break starting at 7 in the morning to next day 5 in the morning , without moving out of my chair , the only breaks that I took were for the loo and food...

Zoom off on the bike at 1 in the night without a reason and be back by dawn ..

Listening to music for hours and hours together without losing interest...

Collecting interesting news papers articles and treasuring them for life

Photography - editing them etc

Film making - had made 3 short films a long time back and had a passion for that

By writing all the above , am hoping to get back that fire in me ..Must say that this corporate life has given money but at the same time has taken a hell out of me and kind of made me hollow !!

So , off to do something interesting ..

Another message for all techies/corporate guys reading this blog - work hard party harder should be your motto , I would suggest , strike the right balance b/w work and your personal life before your soul after you run helter skelter in the corporate world..