Sorrow

Hi..its a saturday morning and I have nothing to do..the below lines are gonna be written without typing a backspace..lets see what my brain makes me write today -----------

Feel the pain, while it takes you on a ride
Or should you try to heal the pain
Feel the pain
Feel the gain
Is it a gain or is it a loss
Rodent ....damn rodent
The pain is a rodent...eating your head..
chewin ur thoughts...eating ur life..
its a rodent..its a damn rodent..
So whats the answer...
you just live with it or you gotta fight
...
it takes guts..it takes real guts..to fight the demons
but fight you must..
as darwin said..
fight you must..
or you drown..
survival..survival..survival of the fittest...
sorrow...no one waana borrow..
kill the sorrow..be a hero...

Ummedain...

Was sitting idle at home all day...just sketched down a few lines - would definitely want to filter it, before spicing it up with some music and making it onto a song..who knows !..might land up at the Oscars !!..who expected Jai Ho to win the best song ......so who knws ...Ummedain might just win the golden lady ........


agar main haar gaya tho....

mujhe dar hain...dar....bahut dar...

par haar tho nai sakta...

ummedain mujhe pain hain..
logon ke ummaidain..ek nayi bhavishu ki ummedain...



isko paar karna hoga..karna hi hoga..har haal main...har sawal ko jawab dena hoga..

kyon ki ummedain hain.....

ummedain.....




socho zara socho..jago ..jago...


dua ki is raah se hato...roshni ke raah par chalo..


dilo main hosle badao..
mat socho ki mujhme kami hain...

duniya tumhe raste dikhayega..bas..nikal chalo raah main...
badte chalo raah main....

mudke mat dekho..kyonki duniya tumhe raaah dikhate le jaayega...


chalna hi hoga tum ko..kyunki ummedain hain tujhe pe.....

Of casual leaves and holidays and goin home...

Long time no..c..eh...yeah..i know..caught up with work and stuff..


Well finally got some time off and back to Gods Own country after about 6 months...

Had packed off the bags and left to B'lore , had stayed at a freinds place...been to a pub called Purple Haze, can't go there for another 6 months or so - the reason being me and my pal just scooted off from there without paying the bill..ulpz....hope some cop doesnt read this and come to arrest me ..lolz....had some pegs of Peter Scott, a nice one that , ordered a mug of beer , left it unfinished, walked out as if goin for a fag and as it turned out ,caught and auto and left the place...


spent time at his place listening to some rock in deezer.com , saw Dev - D( was total emozional atyachaaar )...well atleast i liked the look of the movie, the guy doesnt turn out to be a loser in the end , unlike the origianl one and even mr . SRK's version in which he dies just outside his beloved's house drunk to glory !!..well atleast guys in this generation are not losers..

Phew...spare me for the vocab , coz i am in no mood to turn back and correct the spellings...just goin with the flow here..

Well that was the blore story..

Anways..its elections over here in India..And the policiticans as usual are playing their tricks..national debates these days include - why are regional parties becoming stronger?..will the 4 th front last?...Munnabhai dutt joining samajwadi party ...etc etc ..but one noticeable thing with these elections seem to be that people are more aware of the tricks played by these mavericks that run our country thanks to television..as of me , still dont hve a voter id card,not something i am proud of ...understand that its a responsibility to vote....

Also into much more of rock music and English melodies these days...plannin to start learning guitar once am back to Hyd'bd ..want to learn sometin to keep the weekends goin..also had a feel for music since a long time..jst that dint get the opportunity to learn it..


Well yea...hve to push off now..

Humility - a rarity to find these days !

Punctuality, discipline, dedication ,hardwork , focus, determination .....were some of the words that are most commonly found in the the moral science text books.But , after spenting 23 years on planet Earth , I would rate humility as the one quality above all these - for the simple reason that all the other qualities would make you successful.But what happens once when you are the top.Thats where humility comes into picture.Humility is the difference b/w one Mr Santhakumaran Sreeshant and a Sachin Tendulkar.Mr Sachin Tendulkar has been around in the cricketing fraternity for the last 2 decades and he's unbelievably down to earth.On the other end, we have mr Sreeshanth who gets blasted for 5 balls in an over all over the park and somehow has the guts to go and stare the batsman even though the delivery had nothing extraordnary about it.Some call it agreesion , but I call it mockery.The highest virtue of an individual has already tasted success should be remain down to earth.Alas , such a rare quality to find these days- Humlity is one characteristic which will make champions remain champions - Look at all the sporting champions of our era - Michael Jordan, Sachin Tendulkar,Tiger Woods,Roger Federer, Michael Schumacher - humility is one common thread which runs thru all these sporting greats ,apart from all the other virtues mentioned in the moral science text book.Humility is what made these champions remain champions over long periods of time.Mr Shantakumar Sreeshant shud seriously take a few lessons from these sporting greats.

What is the relation between getting a Prepaid card SIM card connection and PASSPORT?

I would like to introduce to you a character called Niraj Kumar Singh.This guy is a legend , he should be right up there in the people who think differently- I mean only this guy can thing the way that he things like.Einstein would bow before this guy !
Lemme tell you this incident which would prove the makers of the latest Akshay Kumar bollywood flick , SING IS KING is perfect except that the movie should have starred the real life character Niraj Kumar Singh.
Now mr nsingh required a SIM connection – was a Sunday morning, mr nsingh slipped out of the house quietly like a thief as if we were terrorists keeping him captive in the house.Nobody , cared as to where he had been.Mr nsingh was back home in the evening . We were anxious as to what legendary achievement he had achieved today –
I will just put the conversation here –
One of us : Abe niraj, kahan gaya tha..pura din khar main nahin tha ( For people who can’t follow Hindi – Niraj, whre were you all day )
Nsing :Kuch nai yaar, aise hi
One of us :Aise hi kya ?
Nsingh : aise hi prepaid card lene gaya tha
One of us : aur kya hua.. SIM mila
Nsingh : nahi yaar …problem hain..unlogo ko kuch chahiye
One of us : kya chahiye?
Nsingh: nai yaar…pehle mujhe PASSPORT lena padega , phir SIM milega !!!
All of us : broken into laughter - PASSPORT kyon?
Nsingh : address proof ke liye passport chahiye , uske baad hi SIM milega !

Hope I have proved to you why mr nsingh should be above Einstein in the list of all time Scientists, thinkers whatever.Now all of you who have read this blog shud make it a priority to meet this Phenomenon before you go to your graves !!

Why I have only 3 friends in Hyderabad ?

Its been an year in Hyderabad and what do I do on weekends? Go around with 2 other guys - Bhatta and Keerthi.Now don’t think I am gay or any thing of that sort.Its just that I dint find any one out of the 100 freshers that joined in my batch of my wavelength and frequecy (lambda and neu in hardcore physics terminology).Now what I am referring to wavelength and frequency is way of thinking , outlook to life etc.Its not that I have anything against the other 97 people.
Bhatta is my roommate , by the way his real name is Bharat.Keerthi is the other guy , stays a kilometre away from my house , has a scorpio, has a big frame like his scorpio but has a good heart.Now the proximity b/w us three is another reason makes matters for us easier.

Now what do I find not so attractive about the other 97.Money , money , money is the main reason. Dude gimme a break- most of them I find are solely focussed on saving money. One of the guys parents have taken his ATM card and withdraws money whenever the salary comes to his a/c!!! Wat the hell man !..Parents like that should be ashamed of themselves – they need immediate counselling.Alright, its good to save money , respect money , I know all that , but money will not lead you to eternal bliss.C’mon man, theres a life to live, there are places to go, there are pubs to go , there are babes to chase, there are buffaes to be eaten, etc etc, the list goes on. Most of these guys stick at home , watching tv SAVING Money .If at all one of read my blog – My message to you guys is – thers plenty of time to save, come out of your bloody nature, begin to enjoy life,travel places, meet people , shed your inhibitions, have an open mind…ohoh I am going on a moral science class here, but I am bloody frustrated with your outlook , I can’t lecture you on this in real , so I am venting my emotions here.
Now every Friday means 2 things in life – ETES ( now this is a time entry system that we have here in CSC ,which we have to mandatorily fill on Friday’s on the work that we have done in the preceeding week.The client pays money to CSC based on the hours charged etc.Now that’s one thing, the other is beer.Whats a Friday without a glass of chilled beer man. Whoever invented beer is just next to God in the people/gods I look upto.Now whats so good about beer – the chillness, the colour, the feel in your throat as it slides down – man you have to enjoy it.Every Friday, around 7 pm , one of us would ping would ping one of the other in sametime ( its an IBM provided chat like yahoo which my company uses for internal official purposes) – the qn over the last one year has been “what plans??” as if we are planning to have plans to launch a satellite.Bhatta doesn’t chat a word on the other 4 days.The only day that he comes online in sametime is Friday 7 pm and the only word he utters is BEEEEER.And both of us , respond to that saying YES.So that’s how Friday’s have been going for the last one year.I just wish we had more people of my wavelength and frequency in Hydearabd, so that we could ask the “What plans question to many more people”.I am sure , there are many more people out ther in hyderabad, but iz just that I havent had the good fortune of meeting them.
Lez c….how life shapes up ahead…as of now , I am in God’sOwn Country (kerala) writing this blog- as there is a power cut (kerala gets shitloaaaaaads( as Bhatta would say) of rain, but still they have power cuts here)

Inflation Inflation EVERYWHERE !!

This is the disease that is plaguing not just the Indian Economy at the moment ..Asia, Europe, US..nobody is spared of this menace...bueveryone starting from the beggar on the street to the Finance Minister is concerned...Oil prices have hit $130 /barrel. Now thats a record!..Rates of inflation in India have reached double digit growths -thats another record..All the talks of the sensex booming and investors reaping in the bucks have gone to the dumps...What does Inflation basically mean to the man on the road? - Prices of essential comodities rise disproportianately to what one is earning... I have applied a cab from office to lift and drop me - the reason ?? - fuel prices cost Rs 57/litre - now an employee like me cant afford it..so think of a guy on the street - thats only the fuel part - Even prices of essential commodities have gone for a roller coaster ride..They say that the onion price is the best indicator whether the government would stay for another term or not.Going by that definition , there is no way that the govt would stay for another term....Spiralling oil prices...spiralling fuel prices....theres no way that this govt would survive...forget 5 years..even 3 years seems a difficulty....The next govt would do a damn good job to last another 5 years..coz this problem isnt going to get resolved in sometime..Its going to continue...

So what does it mean to you and me?...- Somehow multiply your earnings or have a tough time- f0rget savings, even making your ends meet would be a damn tough job.